My life’s been cozy n comfy, i have a cool set up and a whol..
My life’s been cozy n comfy, i have a cool set up and a whole place to hide away in
2024-11-24 02:56:59 +0000 UTC View Post
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If you are a part of the email list and do not have access, ..
If you are a part of the email list and do not have access, please resend me your email so i can add you again! I’m coming back 😈
2024-10-28 05:15:54 +0000 UTC View Post
Me recently 😋 thinking of cumming back 👀
Me recently 😋 thinking of cumming back 👀
2024-10-24 17:54:22 +0000 UTC View Post
Your cutie who just wants to dab
Your cutie who just wants to dab
2024-10-01 14:20:50 +0000 UTC View PostStarting up my Halloween costume & damn these pants are fire
Starting up my Halloween costume & damn these pants are fire
2024-09-21 15:35:02 +0000 UTC View PostAnyways someone just boo me up already, i promise I'd clean ..
Anyways someone just boo me up already, i promise I'd clean our bathroom 🤭
2024-09-19 23:33:52 +0000 UTC View PostAs some of you may or may not know, I've been doing this for..
As some of you may or may not know, I've been doing this for awhile now. And you may or may not have known I've typically used this side of my Internet presence as more of a journal/place to vent about things i feel i can't tell anyone. Maybe i could but i just don't have it in me to seek them out, so instead i journal or i post it to here. It's been awhile since my rants have been apparent here, but here goes nothing.
I'm happy, depending on the day. But that comes with my mental diagnosis. It's a par from the course when I've been dealing with my mentality forever. I make good choices for myself, have goals and a future ahead of me. But it all comes crashing down on me when i come to the realization that i truly think the person I'm supposed to be with, died a long time ago. Every person I've met in my life romantically has been the worst person for me and my mental health, time & time again. So it won't come as a shock that I've been single & celibate for 4 years now, no one's shown that they wana be in my life and to be quite honest I've avoided people at all costs which has lead me down a very lonely and touch starved four years. I've been the happiest and most at peace I've ever been, yet I'm longing for a human to share it with. Even when i talk to people, because trust me I've tried, there's just nothing there from me. I always believed in love, but I've honestly detered from that in the last few years. It's a fantasy for me, it's something that I've imagined for so long and never experienced a great love. Even when i thought i was in love with someone, after i gave myself space to see it for what it was, none of that was love. People promise me the world, then take mine away with broken promises. So here's my double edged sword, do i let people just take away my world or do i do everything in my power to keep my world as it is no matter how lonely it is. I'm tired and just want to be held by someone who genuinely cares about me and the life I'm trying to make for myself. I want someone who longs for me, who wants me in their life and shows that to no end. I want to be loved the right way by the right person, i just have no idea how to find them when i don't go to bars, i don't drink, i literally just play video games and read and draw and sit in my room..I've even met people in my natural habitat at festivals & shows but even then time & time again people just show how they're not right for me and I'm not right for them. Because truly, who will want someone who will unleash elder scrolls & GoT lore at any moment, who would rather game than text you back, who would rather stay at home than go out on adventures, who would rather watch a series together than go out to a bar...This world is not my oyster, it's my own lonely prison I've made for myself that I'm too comfortable in.
Anyways thanks for coming to my Ted talk
I enjoyed myself a lil too much this day..
I enjoyed myself a lil too much this day..
2024-09-07 21:01:12 +0000 UTC View Post
I take it back, i understand why y’all keep hitting me up. T..
I take it back, i understand why y’all keep hitting me up. Too bad no one can hold me long enough to enjoy me the way I’m made to
2024-08-12 03:38:37 +0000 UTC View PostGenuinely wish i had someone to show off to
Genuinely wish i had someone to show off to
2024-07-31 01:03:56 +0000 UTC View PostMe recently. I’m getting lonely again so lusty pictures ensu..
Me recently. I’m getting lonely again so lusty pictures ensue
2024-07-07 09:01:36 +0000 UTC View PostIt’s my birthday I’ll get high if i want to 😛
It’s my birthday I’ll get high if i want to 😛
2024-06-15 23:55:06 +0000 UTC View Post
Me on the daily, jus in sweats and on my compuuuter 🥰 sorry ..
Me on the daily, jus in sweats and on my compuuuter 🥰 sorry I’m so inactive, but i hope you can still enjoy my content on here 🫶
2023-12-01 14:34:38 +0000 UTC View PostMissin how much i used to take pics 🥹
Missin how much i used to take pics 🥹
2023-11-07 19:17:48 +0000 UTC View PostEvery week i find new passions, new wants and needs i find f..
Every week i find new passions, new wants and needs i find for myself. Forever evolving and forever wanting more for myself, in due time it’ll all come together. Enjoy my new fav mac hoodie :)
2023-10-10 15:24:29 +0000 UTC View PostLet’s talk about it! So you’ll notice that i don’t have my d..
Let’s talk about it! So you’ll notice that i don’t have my dermals anymore :( it wasn’t my choice, i would’ve kept them forever if i could. They were my favorite. But as you can see above, i needed to get a procedure done above it. So since there was trauma to that area, it rejected my dermals. I was v sad the first few days, but i quickly got over it since i can always get them done again (but somewhere else). Also i literally have so many scars to begin with, i realy dont mind a few more. You can see that scar on my stomach, it was from melanoma that i got that removed back in February. But since then I’ve had 5 or so other spots taken off, but they were non cancerous. You can see those on my back(bandaged)and but and i even had one taken off my asshole. Like literal asshole. That was an experience. I’ve had these spots taken off as a precaution so they don’t turn cancerous since i was born, so this is nothing new. The only new thing is cancer, and the only new thing is how many spots are taken off as well, so more procedures. As you may be able to tell, it can definitely interfere with my sex work. It doesn’t always make me feel sexy, it doesn’t always feel good getting stitches, it doesn’t always look the best in content so i just sorta vouched to not make it. But because there’s no end in my battle with my freckles / spots, i gotta just get over it and get back to it. I also have a genetics appointment beginning of this next year so I’m excited to hopefully get some more clear answers! i just wanted to talk a little about it and show you another side of a multi sided human.
I also made a YouTube channel for anyone who likes minecraft :)
http://youtube.com/@St0nedMinecraft
Got more stitches & scars for my collection, great spots. So..
Got more stitches & scars for my collection, great spots. Sore as a mf but we livin
2023-09-10 07:32:20 +0000 UTC View Post
Some fits from this past weekends fest 🥰
Some fits from this past weekends fest 🥰
2023-08-21 16:04:17 +0000 UTC View Post
