yubaba_yaga

finally moved and on the web! (read below if you want to hea..

Added 2022-07-06 19:59:35 +0000 UTC

finally moved and on the web! (read below if you want to hear about my whole struggle) and i say that but don’t even know where to begin. if you don’t know, i was living in the same house for the last 3 yēars. we moved in with a good friend under dire circumstances, but she ghosted us at the end of her lease (making us squatters in the home and leaving a huge mess behind). finally we took the lease over (and found out she stole money from us) and the landlord never refurbished the property so I did the cleaning before having a friend rent the room. things seemed great until my cysts went and combined with my mans poor stress management; then, all that coupled with my dating a guy who ended up being a massive asshat. during all that last winter, i went to the psych ward in an ambulance (which only made my mental issues worse). i know i wasn’t a good roommate, but we ended up rooming with someone who didn’t help at all. to the point where he moved far in may, has come back for things before, and yet we still have boxes of his stuff bc we couldn’t just leave it at the last place. meanwhile my man is the breadwinner and i was the only one packing (for three months straight). i also was looking for a steady job and became the only one putting in real effort to look for apartments, so we didn’t sign a new lease until last thursday. moving in took 3 full days, i didn’t sleep more than a few hours for all of it. now we’re here, but trying to get internet has been a 2 day process and won’t be installed for another week. we found out there’s no microwave, we don’t have cell service and i’m almost out of downloaded programs, the free wendy’s internet is garbage, i’ve been unmedicated for 3 days straight and my period started today. but at least we are moved in, right? i’ll be trying to post but it’ll be hard between unpacking boxes. and i’m just so grateful for all the people who helped me get here. TLDR: the last few years have been pure garbage and it doesn’t look like it’s gonna stop any time soon, i’ll post when i can but i’m busy experiencing 7 out of the 9 layers of Hell